In love with a straight guy

The gay guys curse, I think we all know it when you fall in love with a straight guy you can never have.  This happened to me, I fell head over heels in love with my straight best mate.  I used to go to the pub with him and would just be sat there looking at him wanting to make a move, thankfully I never have.

We stopped meeting up for a while due to many things like work and family commitments there was about a month or two where we didn't see each other, when we did meet up again I realised all my feelings had disappeared and they stayed away for a good while.  Then one night when we were a bit drunk in the pub he decided to experiment and see what it would be like to kiss another guy so he kissed me, then repeatedly through the night kept kissing me and I made the mistake of not stopping him.  Before I knew all my feelings for him had come flooding back so I decided maybe another short break from seeing each other may be a good idea.

We met up again tonight for the first time in a while and my feelings weren't gone.  However he managed to piss me off enough that I think they may be gone now haha.  

He often comes out with gay jokes or whatever and I have to admit it's just one or two and some of then are quite funny.  Tonight however he kept coming up with all these jokes and he kept outing me to strangers, one girl turned round to him at some point and said that we must be good friends because if one of her friends had done that to her she would be furious, I think I muttered under my breath at this point that I was furious.

I ended up cutting the night short and coming home to watch TV.  

Please let me know, have people done this to you?  If so how did you feel? how did you react?

Let me know either by commenting or emailing GYD@live.co.uk

Thank you

Sorry

I want to apologise for my lack of posts recently.  I have been having to do alot of hours at work and I have just been to tired to write anything when I get in from work.  Today I have been off, so I slept until 3pm then watched Charlie St. Cloud which is a really sad film but I did enjoy it, it's not gay interest (unless you are interested in Zac Efron) so I will not put it in my store but I will put links to buy it from Amazon at the end of this post.

I think all the hours at work are killing me, I don't think I have ever had a day off before where I have stayed in and just wanted to sleep all day.  I don't know what gay interest things to talk about just now but I will have something for Friday.  If you know of anything that you think is worth mentioning then just email me at GYD@live.co.uk

Charlie St. Cloud (region 1)

Charlie St. Cloud (Region 2)

Glee

I have never really seen what everyone else seems to see in glee, until now.  I only ever watched one episode and didn't really think it was that good, but then recently seen another episode and I loved it, so I watched the next episode and I loved that too.  So I went and bought the complete first season DVD and as much as I hate to admit it, I'm hooked.  I enjoy singing along with all the songs and it's story lines are funny and touching at the same time and they deal with alot of sensitive topics.

Please give me your opinions of Glee either by commenting or emailing GYD@live.co.uk also if there is a particular topic you would like to see me talk about on this site just let me know.

I have added the complete first season of Glee to my Amazon store's if you would like to buy it, my stores have a few DVD's that I have watched and would recommend to you.

To get the DVD in UK(Region 2) click here

To get the DVD in US(Region 1) click here

Study shows homophobia can make you ill

If you suffer from homophobic abuse a study has shown that you are more likely to become ill.

The study showed that people who had suffered from homophobic abuse had higher levels of cortisol in them.  Cortisol is the stress hormone, cortisol disruption can cause higher blood pressure, lower immunity to infections and memory loss as well as other things.

It has also been linked to increased suicide attempts.  I'm not saying that suffering from homophobic abuse is the only cause of higher cortisol levels because absolutely anything that causes stress will increase cortisol levels but for this blog we discuss homophobia.

Give me your opinion by emailing GYD@live.co.uk

Man says drugs turned him into a gay sex addict.

Ok so I was looking at pinknews.co.uk today and i seen a story about a married man with kids who had to take drugs for parkinsons disease. He to claims these drugs turned him into gay sex addict. Apparently they also made him become addicted to exposing himself on the internet, cross-dressing and gambling.

He is now trying to sue the pharmaceutical company Glaxo for this.

Maybe i'm just evil but there is part of me that thinks this is quite funny. Let me know what you think by emailing GYD@live.co.uk